March 2012
11 posts
Words for my straight crush
You’ve found your way back into my mind again so I guess the family your creating hasn’t completely stopped me from feeling something towards you as a person. The girl that you now call your fiancee has to be super special if she’s having your first kid and getting you to settle down at twenty. Can you believe that we’ll be the same age tomorrow since its my...
Burial
The rush began that morning as I drove to the meet up location while getting dressed in the car. A black button down shirt, lace less dress shoes,a pair of khaki pants,suspenders, and a black tie that I didn’t know how to tie(without the help of google). Outside of the house we stood as the limousines parked and we climbed in. Our train of vehicles made their first stop at her church where...
By her side/unknown egging
With my return to grandma’s house I noticed how much her breathing had changed within one night. Before it was both quiet and calm but now each breath became a challenge within itself. Like before I started off in the chair by her side then I gradually moved in closer just like her sister on the opposite side, taking the other hand within mines. Time seemed to be trapped in this loop that...
For the last few days I’ve lived through a sore throat, headaches, and a runny/bloody nose that refused to go away without the use of medication during desperate times. Getting sick has shown me that my health keeps me happy and without it I can’t enjoy life…. because I’m too focused on how bad my condition makes me feel inside. Right now my body hasn’t reached its...
YMCA guest day
Monday my friend C_____ let me go to the gym with him just to see if I’d like it enough to get a membership. When we got there I changed faster than him so I wanted to wait outside but the locker room maze was too confusing for me. Apparently the entrance also serves as an exit but on the door there’s a sign that says “Not an Exit” (Real life trolling). Anyways we ended up...
Here’s my hospital experience from Sunday:
After entering the dimly lit room I stood by the bed in silence as my stepmom informed her(my grandmother) of my presence and checked on things. Since I’m not much of a talker after she looked over at me I leaned over and carefully hugged her fragile body surrounded by cords and bed sheets then moved to the seat in the corner. Just to...
On Saturday night my friend invited me over so that we could be bored together and have a movie night of sorts but first we watched Diego until her son’s bedtime. He kept telling me not to laugh at him but of course I couldn’t help it. After his door was shut we watched boondock saints a movie filled with the oddest deaths ever, like this guy literally died from a toilet being dropped...
