May 2011
16 posts
When you hear someone talking about you from a...
So you tell them and they attempt to change the insult into a compliment.
Last Tuesday
Woke up later then planned and it was pretty wet outside so it seemed unlikely that my friend and I could go to park but through rescheduling we worked things out.
I rushed through my computer classes final exams and because of that I’m a little worried that I could still possibly fail the class. But I’m trying not to think too much about it considering its a sacrifice I made to...
April 2011
19 posts
When you ask your barber to cut a little off and they cut alot…. now to pretend like this doesn’t bother me while it grows back.
Thanks even though I didn't want you to do this...
My mom realized that there was a really low chance that I could finish my homework before today so she did some of it for me. Yes I’m very much aware of the fact that its wrong for her to be helping me in this way and that as a college student I should be doing everything myself. But she kept insisting that she wanted to do it and well me telling her to not do it didn’t stop her so I...
But I didn't do anything....
I hate the feeling that you get when someone’s glance gives off vibes that they are blaming you inside for the mistakes made. I was caught in the wrong place at the wrong time and I have a feeling that my boss was doing just that this morning. Yet she never directly confronted me about it so I never bothered to tell her who was really responsible…
Some days seem so great that the days that follow never seem to measure up because my expectations are then raised (accidentally of course).
Missing an old pet
During my ride to class today I saw this little dog staring at me from a car in front of me and almost automatically it made me think of Oreo again. I miss him so much and its like I want to have that kind of friendship again with an animal but I don’t at the same time because it would just feel wrong somehow. Like sure I still have fish that I take care of regularly but its so much harder...
Lots of homework this weekend that I’m already procrastinating on:
Five papers for my writing class each of them being at least one page. Though she’s only expecting first drafts by Monday.
I have to finish two art projects I’ve already started and then begin an outline for the current project we’re supposed to be doing now.
Finally the hardest task of them all is...
“Ive learned not get too attached” -Advice from the ever so wise Taco Bell packet at 12 a.m.
I just can't understand what I'm doing wrong
At this point it feels like everyone else is a better then me in your eyes because I can never seem to hold your interest. When we first met the potential of at least being your friend seemed possible but now even that seems ruined. I’ve lost you and now I’ve shed tears over just seeing you get in the car with someone else. Its not the other guy that causes my jealousy but the fact...
My mom just gave me the okay to paint my walls and furniture after I brought up the fact that they looked too dull. Though she says my doors are off limits and that she wants to see a sketch of my ideas first which isn’t a big deal at all since its a big thing that I’ve been wanting to do for quite sometime now.
Dentist Visit/Moby Dicks
The dentist I had this time around was different from the older one that normally handles my teeth because he didn’t really talk as much though he was an upgrade visually lol. And the nurse who came in afterwards worked quickly when it came to getting the job done but flossed roughly which sucked at the time. Though she did find my phone and return it to me before I left the parking lot...
She told me that you just wanted a ride and I believed her because even now I doubt this friendship. If you really wanted me to go to that concert with you yesterday why would you wait ten minutes after the show had started to text me?
My mom just randomly ran around my room with a cape on saying nothing I should be concerned but strangely I’m not…
Mom I asked you two hours ago if it was alright for me to go to her party and you quickly without a second thought told me no. But now after you’ve already ruined my mood you change your mind. Why do you seem so caring one minute then the next your the exact opposite? I’m just going to go and get away from here…..Make up your mind.
Suspension
After calling in to work/coming in late a total of nine times within the last seven months, my job has now suspended me for a day (tomorrow) as a punishment. And well as much as Id like to say being a few minutes late isn’t that big of a deal…. but obviously my job thinks otherwise so maybe its about time that I take these kinds of things more seriously. I’m already aware of the...
I know that these words inside of me are meant to be heard by you at some point but maybe now just isn’t the right time.
My birthday 03/30 (Summary)
People who remembered: my mom (called me before class)and my grandma (texted me while also dropping off a card in person). Then there were the facebook comments that I looked over throughout the day, which were kind of nice since normally I just log in and out without a second thought.
The one person I thought would call but didn’t was my dad and well I’m sure he has his reasons so...
