January 2011
30 posts
That feeling of accomplishment gained after procrastinating on something all weekend yet still finishing it in time for class.
When your listening to your ipod in the car
In an attempt to drown out the sound of the terrible music that your parents are playing, but your mp3 player cant seem to compete with the loudness of the car’s speakers.
Was my hair really that bad before the haircut...
After getting my hair trimmed down to keep its roundish shape, the older guys in the barber shop started complimenting it as if a miracle had been performed. Sure it’s nice in that structured almost unnatural way for the first few days, but personally I prefer it being a little more on the chaotic side of the spectrum.
My step dad keeps venting to me about how my brother doesn’t show him any respect for what he’s done for us. Which is very much true and all but why is he doing it towards me? As if I have anything to contribute at this point maybe he just needs someone to listen to his frustrations…
When I saw you leaving the library as I walked off campus I have to admit I enjoyed that moment of eye contact we shared. Sure it was only four or five seconds and maybe it meant nothing but hey I can’t help that I’m a dreamer. QH
Wait my psychology class is in room 215 not 217...
Alright so I’m at school walking to my only class of the day which is psychology and as I reach the “room” I quickly notice that it’s both locked and dark inside. So obviously I assume “Oh hey it must of been canceled today” and I drive back home to check my email for any sort of verification on it. And no evidence was found which is why I ended up checking my...
When I came home from school earlier my step dad decided to stand behind the door and leap towards me while growling as I walked in. Not only did that make me let out a childish scream but it almost got him punched in the face considering I hit things that are threatening lol. Oh and I think the neighbors dogs were in on the plan too considering they were distracting me as I walked in the door.
While I did the right thing for myself, I didn’t put enough thought into how it would change the way things were for others.
The moment when you feel attracted to the...
Then you remember that the actual actor is probably nothing like the person they just portrayed.
I was going to say sorry but then I changed my...
While talking things out works with some people, sometimes you have to take things up a notch and get into an argument. Why? Because I feel that arguments leave a more serious mark on things then just another conversation. Especially if I’m taking the time out to come to you and say what’s on my mind I’d hope that you’d actually listen for once. Maybe ties will be cut...
Oh man my writing teacher is one of those...
She’s like the person that is always smiling but says these really mean things so you have to guess when she’s being nice. But I didn’t notice this until I saw how mean she was acting towards the students who questioned her knowledge of slang. And lets not forget about the way she talked down to this girl who threw a paper ball.
I should have asked but I didn't
When you looked at me in the eyes I began to feel that you needed someone to talk to or something was on your mind that you wanted to say. And the fact that I walked away instead of asking what was wrong bothers me so much at the moment. I’ll set things right next time since it’s really the only way I can make it up to you.
The sexuality talk with my best friend happened...
Originally it started with me just telling her about my bi side just so she’d know about it since apparently your like supposed to tell people these things. But instead of saying it I mostly just lead her into saying it for me cause I couldn’t stop laughing at her asking me what I wanted to tell her. It just feels good to let her into my more emotional based side since I keep it to...
Something about you creeps me out and I'm sorry...
Ok I work with this older guy and he’s very nice and all but I don’t feel that he’s all there mentally most of the time. Which I think is the reason he comes off as a very misunderstood person when it comes to how everyone see’s him. I’d say just from my perspective he does walk off randomly while still on the clock and he has this glazed look in his eyes often. And...
The moment when your out in public and you look around and notice a pretty cute person looking in your direction. At first your thinking about why they are looking at you in the first place, then if its a good thing or not. Then it hits you that none of that even matters cause you’ll probably never see them again.
Sometimes I don’t wanna go back to certain places because they carry so much negative baggage. But then I think about the little speck of good it brings and I keep going back cause it feels worth it in the end.
Just save it I don't wanna hear what you have to...
Maybe I’m not going to get everything right the first time but at least I’m doing the best I can. Instead of sitting around like you are and complaining in the background. I’m sorry but if you aren’t going to help fix the problem then please don’t whine about it to me cause I really don’t wanna hear it. Anybody with a mouth can complain about what’s...
You remind me of someone else
There were these people in my art class who totally acted or seemed way to similar to other people I’ve met before. And it’s just so weird when this happens cause in your head your wondering why two different people who might not even know each other seem so much alike. But then after thinking about you realize that with so many people existing on earth it only makes sense that...
The awkward moment when your in a group of three
And all of you are just meeting for the first time but quickly you notice the other two members relate more to each other…
Mom you don’t need to be in denial about something so trivial like a color. Really it’s not that big of deal that my favorite colors yellow and I’m a guy. I dunno why it isn’t getting through to her but she keeps indirectly trying to make me change it to gold. As if that’s more appropriate or something lol.
Those words you wrote came true
Seriously seeing an old friend in my drawing class today made me literally go back and look at my yearbook comments. Why? Because this guy was one of the few people that actually said the possibly “cliche” comment about hoping to cross paths again one day. Maybe I over think things but these were the words I remembered almost immediately when I saw him so there has to be a reason...
Strange compliments/Ruined moments at work
Friend A: I like your mole it reminds me Marilyn Monroe (Referring to the piercing more so then the person hopefully) Me: Thanks Friend A: I wish I had one in that spot…. Me:-smiles- Friend B: Tells a mole joke -waits for my reaction- My Boss: shocked face Me: Laughs it off so she doesn’t feel awkward
It’s pretty annoying when you turn the heat on in your car and the windows fog up so much that can’t even see the road. Then when you try to use the windshield wipers they just make things worse. But they somehow leave this small opening of clearness that you use the rest of the way home, just to avoid pulling over…… challenge accepted gif here.
My old ways are once again controlling me
You know that feeling you get when you realize that you haven’t changed as much as you wanted to? That’s just how I feel right now and it’s best described as my mind being at war with itself. First you have the side that’s stuck in it’s own ways because that’s what it’s accustomed too. Then there’s that part of you that strives for more out of life...
Watchj-joe:
Play Mario!!
I totally remember this game
Current Goals for this Year(2011)
I know that these things are cheesy but I figured it doesn’t hurt to type out my goals for the year so here goes:
School: Aim for at least C’s in all of my college classes. Also learning to work with my procrastination into my time management skills.
Social: Work on approaching others first, being more open with my thoughts during conversations, and keeping them going.
Health: Find...
I’m back from my church’s special yearly service which consisted of a guest speaker, interpretive dancers, communion, double offerings, and a few other little things that aren’t important enough to mention. Eh truthfully I can say that it wasn’t that bad even though I was sort of brain dead most of the time lol. After the service we went to Ihop’s for the first...
