November 2010
57 posts
Bumper Cars
On my way to work this morning it was raining and I literally slid into the back of someone’s car. Within the seconds it took for this to happen time seemed to slow down and the moment felt unreal. After I realized what I had happened my first thoughts were how the driver of that car would react when we pulled to the side of the road. Literally I was expecting to get yelled at but in...
My first semester reflection since it's coming to...
Remedial Math (Incomplete): At this point it’s in my best interest to drop the class and retake it next semester to finish up where I started.
Remedial Writing (Unknown): I’m pretty unsure about passing at this point but hopefully if I try my hardest these next two days I can show my teacher I’m ready for English 101. If miracles exist this Wednesday I hope one occurs.
Human...
"You have to be a leader for my younger siblings"...
And while she is right as the older sibling it’s my unspoken job to fit this role I cant say that I deserve….
Don’t you love it when you know the person you sent a message to didn’t even read it completely based on their reply.
My stepdad gave me his new Ipod for only 100...
I can’t believe they gave it to me for such a low price which means I don’t have to go mp3 player shopping on Black Friday.Now to decide on if I should illegally download music like everyone else or go and buy them legally since I have the money to do so now….
I learned two things about myself when was younger
I thought that goldfish was fish food and that this girl in kindergarten that I liked had pink skin… I’m so curious about my younger self now.
It doesn't feel like Thanksgiving even though it...
Thanksgiving dinner was interesting I tried a few new things but I didn’t over eat or anything. And as usual it was held over my grandma’s house who I was glad to see happily welcoming us into her home. Most of my family didn’t attend as usual I guess but it was still a nice little get together. I’m thankful that even though everyone couldn’t be together that I still...
aaragon-deactivated20110817 asked: you're fccckin dope at drawing :) just wanted to tell you that.
Knowing that your happy somehow makes me happy or at least happier then before.
Your still being wishy washy with me again...
And I’m not going to sit back and try to fix a friendship you don’t want to actually be created between us. From here on out I’m going to leave you alone since that seems to be what you want anyways and be around people who like my company.
Mother/son moment
Yesterday I worked overtime for the first time meaning I came home an hour later then usual. And while at work I didn’t think that calling home to tell someone would even matter but it actually did. When I reached my driveway I noticed that my mom’s car was gone so I called her to see where she could be at five in the morning. And she replied ” I went to look for you” which...
Times going by and I'm getting nothing done
So many papers are due tomorrow in my writing class and I’m just sitting here wasting time doing nothing. I have to face my procrastination head on tonight and actually force myself to work or it won’t happen sadly. Sure my bad habits have gotten me this far luckily but it’s about time that I changed them for my own good. If I don’t strengthen my work ethic now it’s...
So my mom was in the kitchen arguing/bonding with my little brother. And somehow rape came up out of nowhere
Here’s what I heard:
Mom: You’ve been raped
Brother: (Something about him not being scammed by his friends from school)
Mom: Yes you have they’ve raped you in the butt….
While understanding the analogy, the fact that it’s coming from my mom is pretty...
It’s so much harder to do school work outside of school because of the countless distractions.
My unproductive day at home
I got to sleep in which was great even though I woke up around five in the afternoon and it was already getting dark. Since then I’ve been online switching between tumblr and gaia trying to entertain myself. My mom for some reason brought me home two boxes of pizza for dinner. This far I’ve eaten about half of one box and the rest of it will probably be my dinner for the next few days....
I’ve officially fallen for the first time at my job (backwards) and actually it wasn’t that bad since I expected it seconds before it happened lol. Still a few coworkers saw me and laughed which was a little embarrassing but I got over it pretty quickly.
Rumors are being spread among friends
And it’s leading me to believe that someone’s trying to manipulate me with their words. I mean really what can be said about those who spread things around behind other peoples back? Doesn’t that seem a little sketchy to anyone else.
Why do you have to comment about everything I do?
My god I was really close to just yelling at one of coworkers today because she wouldn’t stop commenting on everything I did. Which is understandable since I’m still considered new in the area and she says she’s only trying to give me advice. But her advice comes out as orders rather then suggestions which is the reason it bothers me. If that makes sense….. it’s not...
This morning I woke up feeling slightly annoyed that somehow my alarm clock was unplugged. I’m not entirely sure if I did unplugged it in my sleep or someone came in and did but it really ruined my mood at the time. Since I had planned to get some writing homework done within those hours, but instead my sleeping patterns got in the way of accomplishing that goal. The day goes on and when I...
One of my group members called me over to talk about our final art project and I have to say she’s really giving this project her all. Seriously never have I had such a dedicated partner working with me on anything I’ve done before. While other students are providing the bare minimum she the students that pushes to do more and it’s admirable. Just working with her makes me want...
TMI Parking lots
For some reason lately I’ve been wondering how hot it would be to make out with someone in my car at night. I can’t really explain why but for some reason it just sounds like something I’d like to do at some point lol.
What did I do wrong this time?
I somehow made a friend mad at me during work today because I shrugged when she offered to help me. Which shrugging is just something I normally do as a reaction to things said that I can’t answer but this time it was different. She seemed mad at me for doing it which lead me to believe she had gotten the wrong idea. Yet I didn’t talk about it with her this time, instead I just left...
Now I have to eat this for the next 3-5 days.....
So lately my step dad’s mom has been stopping by when I leave for school to cook dinner for my family. Which is really nice of her but today she decided to experiment with making me a vegetarian casserole for the first time. And well after trying some of it I have to say it’s not very appetizing to say the least yet I still feel that I should eat it out of appreciation. Since...
Searching for the songs of my past
During a radio talk show an interesting question was asked towards his listeners which was “What’s your favorite song of all time”. And I thought for a second then realized that I didn’t have that answer. Which lead me to ponder on what song has effected me in such a way that it deserved that position and I couldn’t pick just one of them. Why? Because there are so...
Being skinny isnt enough anymore my lifestyle...
Tomorrow’s going to be the start of a big change that I’ve wanted to put into action for quite sometime now. Here’s my plan so far:
Spreading out meals especially fast food so that I consume less while still being able to eat what I want somewhat.
I’m no longer drinking soda well on a regular basis there are exceptions but if at all possible I’ll avoid it.
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Ugh why can't you understand that you keep...
Once again another post about my brother and his selfish ways. Alright my mom offers to pay five dollars to whoever washes the dishes. This offer was made towards me and my brother which I didn’t need the money so I said I’d do them for free. But my brother does since he only works once a week and spends money carelessly. Anyways within ten seconds of being downstairs he ruins it...
I kinda look forward to seeing what happens...
Just cause any other day on this site I’m just looking over my dashboard, but tomorrow there’s an event lol.
It feels good to like someone yet no longer feel...
Somehow I now know that it’s for the best to keep things the way they are currently between us. How did I reach this point? I’m not really sure but I can say that something inside tells me it’s the right choice. If something more comes between us in the future then that’s great. But right now your a friend and I don’t mind that at all.
I've lost my work id which is one of the two...
Somehow my id fell out of it’s case and now it’s nowhere to be found. Luckily a replacement id is only five dollars yet still I wonder where that id is right now.
I’ve been needing a beanie for quite sometime now, yet I haven’t put in the effort to go buy one. Since fixing my hair every morning is starting to feel like a burden especially when I’m running late for work or school.
Listen
Singing in the car on the way to/from work makes my mood automatically better.
Every single song ever created doesn't need to be...
Seriously I can’t fully understand those people that hate a song just because it doesn’t have this huge meaning behind it. Because even music that’s based on the dumbest/simplest things in life can be enjoyable sometimes.
"How could anyone not like you"
I heard this today and thought back to all of the people who treated me badly for no apparent reason at all. And it kinda made me stop in my footsteps and think because I’ve wondered the exact same thing. What is it about me that has made other people target me as their enemy rather then a friend?
Sometimes I search for the flaws in others just to remind myself that they have them too.
The Boondocks portrayal of African American...
And it’s one of the few shows I watch mostly because of it’s exaggerated portrayal of everyday life. It seems to show just the right amount of both reality and fantasy to keep things interesting. Which it has succeeded in doing throughout all three of it’s seasons I think. Also it’s fight scenes are amazingly displayed and captured. Such an inspiration for me to pursue my...
TMI: Mom stop freaking out when my door is locked
Seriously like she doesn’t just knock and wait a few seconds, she like bangs and shakes the handle repeatedly till I open it. Which leads me to wonder what goes through her head during the 5-10 seconds it takes for me to answer the door…. if I had to guess its “he’s masturbating I must stop this from happening “. But luckily that hardly ever happens since I usually...
Yesterday night before work I sat and watched...
A new episode of Adventure Time happened to come on and I watched that while wrapped in a cover on the floor. It was awesome how relaxing it felt to just watch that cartoon and not think about anything else. Also it got a few laughs out of me too because it’s odd humor.
One day I want to wear a pair of skinny jeans...
Our class seemed so reserved today since we've...
Ok so our class separated itself by gender, guys on one side and girls on the other and we began talking about myths we’ve heard about sex. Which I expected everyone to be I dunno more open about it. The girls seemed to be pretty talkative when it came to the topic while us guys just kinda sat there and looked around the room. I really should have contributed but I didn’t for some...
God my fish gave me a 5 second heart attack
I walked over to my tank and I thought my fish had died because he hadn’t moved all day. So then I started thinking about removing his body and flushing him so I would’nt have to see a decomposing body floating around. But first I had to know for sure he was actually dead, so I got really close to the tank and stared at him. Which usually makes him swim away but nothing happened this...
My first college semester ends soon
So I figured I stay pull an all nighter yesterday night which I did somewhat. I started on my writing classes homework by catching on reading. And attempting to force myself to develop enough to reach the college level so I won’t have to take another remedial class. Honestly if I would have tried harder in high school this probably could have been avoided lol. But it amazes me that we only...
One of my wisdom teeth is coming in
I keep messing with it using my tongue cause it’s the only one that’s visible right now and it’s weird having a new tooth. If I remember right you have to get these things removed at some point too. Wow these things suck not only because they’ll cause me problems in the future but also because they are seemingly useless. Well at least I know what to expect in a few months.
Why do I want you so much right now.
Donuts like I’ve been craving a glazed donut lately for some reason. But I don’t really feel like going out and buying some lol. I even had a dream about them: My friend Ashley and I were at this party on someone’s front lawn for some reason. And everyone there was dancing, while passing around these huge stacks of gravity defying donuts. Each person took the ones they wanted...
Dragon cars FTW
Today I was working on my art project which meant taking pictures of architecture in my area. And I saw the greatest thing ever it was a dragon car. It was purple,had three eyes,scales, and a tail. I could of taken a picture of it but we were going in opposite directions and there was no time. My mom didn’t even notice it till I said something apparently lol. Like how do you miss a car like...
You guys make this too easy
So out of boredom I typed in the name of my city in the search tumblr section at the top of the page. And I’ve already found two peoples tumblr’s that went to my high school, and now I’m wondering if I should look through them. My curiosity says yes, but at the same time do I really wanna know what’s on those pages lol. Wait I wonder if someone I know in rl has found mines...
An old friend called yesterday
It was Saturday so I was once again sleeping in and his call woke me up. So before I knew it was him he kept saying something about me eating his dog which left me utterly confused (Peta jokes lol). Anyways we talked for a few minutes and he wants to hangout with me when he comes back into town. Which I dunno I thought was great since I haven’t talked to him since graduation. And he’s...
I think I was driving behind a drunk driver today
Earlier this morning I was on my way to work and this person was driving really slowly in front of me and I couldn’t go around them. So I kept hoping they’d turn or something to get out of my way but they didn’t. And it sucked because I was running late for work, so I felt I needed to speed up even though I couldn’t. Then I started noticing the car in front of me acting...
